beating the beatened

i am feeling guilty.

i feel guilty because i did something wrong, and i don't know what to do now. do you?

i am feeling uncomfortable and restless. i cannot sit still and i don't want to stand. i don't want to sleep and i don't want to lie down.

something is here.

something saw what i did. something knew. and something wants to tell.

i wish i hadn't done it.

oh! how i'm sincerely wishing now!

i only have my regrets to live with. i am very sorry. i am very sorry for what i did.

why didn't this come before i did what i did?

then, i wouldn't have done it. and i wouldn't have this feeling. and this all wouldn't have happenned.