Thursday 26 March 2009

this is what i think about...

we have been caught in this rat race so much so we forget how to slow down. always rushing for time and getting that information first before everyone else. the winner gets the prize.

what are we pursuing for? a faster death? letting our heart beats faster and closer to its limit? what for?

yet i cannot but be consumed as well. and i really wanna get out. or not be influenced. but can i?

and legalising organ donor...i need to read more about this so i can understand what's happening.

and now i know that muslims have been used for many things, namely pawns. why do we let ourselves get bullied. and those middle eatern politicians, do you know how fickle they are? they keep changing their deal everytime a negotiation is over. it's no wonder the conflicts are taking the longest time to resolve. and i think...could it be because of what happened to their forefathers? those who fought for the western's and european powers's success and empire to grow at the expense of their lives. i am actually quite mad at this.

but relax ruzaini. don't turn into an extremists yourself.

and...

i know what i want in my life. but why is it that what i've been doing don't seem to bring me closer to it. did i do it right? or did i do the right thing?

oh well. time. period. =)

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